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it has been snowing all day and i'm so excited!!!! :D

IT'S SNOW ANGEL TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

swine flu.

someone kill me now.
guhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I always thought SuJu would be clear of the boy band curse. They've been so good at doing promos and I swear they've been working their asses off ever since...well forever.

I feel so bad for Kangin!
Idk what happened, but its not even netizens doing the bashing...it's the korean press. I swear they're just as bad as those crazy netizens, blowing everything out of proportion and possessing the inability to leave an issue alone.

Now Andre Kim dropped Kangin from his show (granted i got that from allkpop...but...)
That is just....UGH.
D:

*DIES*

I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY.

and then....i go on my facebook....and i get a message from one of those many "support jaebum" groups i joined and they said
And news from 2oneday. They say that 2PM will likely start filming their new MV around the 21st... "as 6 members but MOST LIKELY with NEW member." Im pretty PISSED but apparently they have more evidence to support this. They will be posting the details later.
from here? http://www.2oneday.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=9042 idk, i can't read it i'm not a member

then my day went from :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD "SUPER GIRLLLL"
to "DDDDDDDDDDDDDD: WHAT IN THE HELL. I WILL KILL SOMEONE."

but then i remember that 2oneday is NOT GOD and could be spreading false info, but still i am shaken up and worried as hell.

So now i will listen/watch sjm's new video and try not to think about it.

D:

It's only been one week of school and I already feel like doing this:


counting the days down towards Thanksgiving break. :/

however, THIS made my day a little better, i mean 7 hot chinese/korean boys looking all GQ?
how can it get any better?


I would also like to say...."HENRY. I LOVE YOU."
and the fact he's from Canada makes it all the more amazing considering its semi-close to where I live. (but not really i guess)

I never post on my journal, but staying up all night with the OMNTD members and talking about Jay made me want to do something.

I'm so sad, and my mind is still in a daze, I'm not sure that this whole thing will hit me until I see the 2PM members without Jay for the first time. Ngl, I'll probably cry.
Jay was always my favorite (dancer bias) and now that he's gone it'll really hit me hard when he doesn't pop up with his randomness and make a joke.

To all those antis that did this, FUCK YOU for making Jay think he was a bad leader and a weak person because he wasn't. It irks me even more that they say sorry now, when will they learn that their actions have some serious consequences. They need to stop making mountains out of molehills before someone else's career is destroyed.
The ones asking for forgiveness....I want to forgive them, but the fact that they don't accept the consequence for their actions makes it impossible. Plus the fact that Jay broke my heart by leaving and a broken heart is in no mood for forgiveness.

As for 2PM, I really wish them the best of luck getting through this. I know it must have been terribly heartbreaking to see their leader, their brother leave because of a little thing like this. I hope that whoever fills in as leader, does so knowing that 1)he has BIG shoes to fill and 2) that Jaebum will always a forever be the 2PM leader. I hope that they can rest up in this time and become stronger as a group and I hope they still will keep in touch with Jay.
With their new album coming out, idk how this will play into the promos but they really need to keep Jay's parts on the songs already recorded, as a tribute to someone who gave up so much for his dream.
7-1=0

You will be missed Jay and I hope you find relaxation and the peace of mind you're looking for in Am so you can come back to Korea quickly and prove to everyone that doubts, the amazing and strong man you are. :)



박재범의 연습 기간 4년 -->35,040 시간.

방금 꽃잎을 피기 시작한 꽃의 꽃잎을 떨어지게 만든 시간 고작 4일 -->96 시간.


그의 일생일대의 최고의 순간은 4일만에 정리가 되어버렸다.

Jay's training period :4 yrs = 35,040 hours,
the time we make his soul die : only 4 days = 96 hours
and the best moment of his life was organized in 4 days